“Never Grow Up”

Its hard to look back on all these old pictures and see how little Dawsen was. I cry every time I watch this video. Its fun to see how much his looks are changing and it is fun to see how much he is growing and learning. BUT I honestly, never want him to grow up! I don’t want him to ever be hurt and I don’t want anyone to ever make him cry. I want to always protect him and I want him to always smile. I want him to stay sweet and innocent for forever. I know he must grow up though, I just want him to never hurt or better yet, I want him to never hurt anyone else. Dawsen is such a special little spirit I can see it in the way he smiles at everyone who talks to him, and the way his eyes glow. I know he is always going be such a good person! I am blessed beyond measure to have this little boy in my life. I know that Heavenly Father gave me this spirit to be in my life at this time. He really is the reason why I wake up each day, and the reason why I smile. I love my son very much and I just wish he could just stay this little!